i just hope you'll see this:
i'm sorry. but maybe i can't handle a thing like this.
i don't have the courage to say it to you.
that's why im writting it out here.
i don't know when you would see this, but i rather you don't.
i don't deserve you. don't wanna hurt you any furthur.
find another one, that's daring enough to talk to you.
that's good enough to not show you attitude/face whenever.
that'll not fuss up because of a small matter.
that'll be there for you 100%. (& i mean literally)
that'll go around telling people how happy we are.
one that tries so extremely hard to make you contented.
someone that will show you the utmost care/respect for your decisions.
someone that tries so hard to reply your SMSes & not do other things.
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its me, not you. me who screw up almost everything.
im not worth your every tear, so save it for the one that really deservese it. :")
& i just hope that we'll be friends like what we used to be before.

Heh im currently listening to gotta go my own way by vanessa hudgens. yes, i know its a HSM song, but who cares? i love the lyrics. No im not emo-ing. don't worry. :) I gotta say what's in my mind, Something about us, doesn't seem right these days. life keeps getting in the way. Yes i love that part of the lyrics. its soooo niceee. haha okayy enough of the gloomy-ness. Grace must be happy okay? :")

hahaaaa, okayyyy continue with the happy parts. Daddy just bought tickets to YOG's closing ceremony & for other events too. soo cool. :) ilovehim. sigh, LOVE eyh? L-O-V-E. gahh whateva it is about love, its different for me now. yeah so excited for it cause i saw the opening on television & OMG it was awesome. the price for the opening was much more expensive than the closing. :( but its okay at least i got a seat there. *happyface* oh shutup Grace. stop forcing yourself to smile. Now that everything is over. i can finally put my whole head into CHINESE & SCIENCE for once. & not let other things bother me furthur. :")