Dear god. why did you let me meet him. why did you make me have moodswings. why did you made me wait in pain? Do you not know how much it hurts? after so many days. do you not feel anything for me as i have for you? i don't wanna force. 'Cause its seriously no use. the messages you gave me were no longer the long messages we text each other like last time. What are you trying to tell me? i cried quite a few times today. Because of my CCA, we talked less. i send lesser smiley faces. fuck, what is this? When i onlined on MSN, you were busy. Heh, so fated eyh? Seriously what is this? i really hate this feeling. i cherish every night whole-heartedly, you know why? Cause its the only time we could have a heart to heart talk. Even though i wanted to sleep, i didn't. i wanted to continue our conversations. i don't want tomorrow to come, cause I'm afraid that you'll be gone. ): i guess this is the end of it..? No more secrets to exchange, No more topics to talk about, No more smiles coming our way.. heh, to think i build faith on love & words.. i guess the only way to end this agony, is by stopping any further communications with you..

Readers, will be away to do some file-ing, & assignments. Might be MIA due to the lack of smiles I'm getting these few days. dah, till here.