• I want to get my braces done badly. i want it NOW. but i'm afraid that it'll hurt. but with Rachel by my side, i guess i won't need to fret. we'll be in it together. but its gonna cost a few thousand bucks. oh mommy! i wished you wouldn't mind.
  


• It's 11 in the night right now. & i can't sleep. 1. because of my dad. he's up watching football. i guess some fifa world cup thing started? woahh. 2. i'm carelessly looking through my tuition stuffs. have to prepare them by tomorrow. i cancelled today's yet again. not because of my laziness, but because it was my grandpa's birthday. :) happy birthday Grandpa! :) The food @ the Restaurant wasn't up to expectation though due to my stomach. it doesn't wanna eat! but it was a hearty dinner with the family overall.
  


• I'm unsure of what to do next in my life. allah, what should i do? hmmms. i can't seem to concentrate on my studies. well yeah i do wanna get promoted to express, but it's hard. Just by seeing my grades, it needs hardwork. but the problem is, how? spend lesser times with my friends after school? will it even help? i feel like going to the Library located @ JE for some studying/revising. Anyone up for it?