MHBZ♥ : sighh. im always pretending to be comfortable by keeping a distance from you. but now? sighh. im so sick & tired of you. Everything you've put me through, all the painful memories. I'm still trying to forgive her for telling you that, but it's hard.. Cause i can't take what's happening.. Every look you gave me send the tears right down my face, is this what you wanted it to be? Those memories i had of you, their all fading away just like a dream.. If only you DIDNT know. Then i can still be close to you without you knowing. But now that you've know, i cant help it, but to ignore you. It's really a burden i'm carrying for you, & its so hard to keep holding on. I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore. i'm breaking down inside. please stay by my side. & please don't roll you freaking beautiful eye of yours to me in that manner! )': it hurts it really does! )': Remembering the past, your smile towards me, how comfortable i was with you, its all gone now.. )':

but you are the ONLY EXCEPTION, )': i can't take it. darling you ARE the ONLY EXCEPTION.

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& to my fellow readers/friends, im VERY moody recently. so yeahh if i get angry with you/ignore/pissed off easily @ you, try to take it. 'Cause, i don't want you guys to think that i've changed. screw it. GAHH.