its contradicting. you gave me actions that make it obvious, but yet again you hurt me with your words.

what is wrong with you? Are you the person i thought you were. or was it my bad sense of direction that lead me to you. those messages that meant the world to me, it meant just a little bit of you. i know, i don't stand a chance anymore. all those fake happiness. those fake tears of joy. their back once again to pain and suffering. i broke down in the car, tears rolling down. people told me that i was different after liking you. that i was much more happier. but its complicated. you're running away from reality. from MY reality. was this how you wanted it to be? now im tryna escape this misery. why don't you love me, the way i loved you. it feels so crazy, 'cause i don't know what i did to you. if you're gonna hurt me, then do it quickly. cause i'm tired of crying, if you don't wanna stick around. boy my heart was true. & that you cant deny. don't be a fool. & hide away from all the lies. its up to you. cause heaven knows i tried.. )': i really did. )':