just had a quarrel with my mom. sigh, i don't know why but lately i've been having moodswings lately. still quarreling. i don't even give a damn okayys? let her scold, let her hit. i've had enough. i went to the toilet & cut! bcoz i can't take it anymore! fcuk! after you beat/scold, you say sorry. whatthefvck! i hatee youu! no one understands me, no one cares about how i feel, in their eyes im just a CHAO AH LIAN ISIT?! have you ever asked me how i feel?! how i am?! all you think is that i've had bad company!! its your fault la!! chao ah lian chao ah lian, if that is what you guys want, THAN FINE! its all your problem! not mine! i dont give a fvck if im a CHAO AH LIAN!!! D': so yeahh, today, oh the wayy back home on bus 157, i saw brandon, shawn, and ex-boyf. wahhlan, see shawn so xia suey. (: he keep talking & scolding. lols, mai chao la. than when i was going down the bus, yupp, ex kept calling my name, but starting with the word HUA YI first. i didnt reply, cause i didn't wanna look @ his face, bcoz his face will remind me of those freaking memories. after him, there's no one else. why? D;



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Meizi - aiyorhhs, my chicken backside, you ask me see your that update. hahahas, so big nia my name, ahahs, anyways, thanks for the tagg, JIPIGU!♥
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